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Name: Bert Wang
Country: United Kingdom
Metro: Narnia
Birthday: 9/7/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: MUSIC
John Lennon, Paul McCartney, Goerge Harrison, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Rolling Stones, Beatles, The Doors, Eric Clapton, KC And The Sunshine Band, The Who, Ozzy Ozbourne, Black Sabbath, Van Halen, Rush, Derek & The Dominoes, Genesis, The Byrds, The Yardbirds, Nirvana, Queensryche, Queen, Beethoven, Mozart, Guns N' Roses, AC/DC, Aerosmith, Alice Cooper, Animals, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Blue Oyster Cult, Bon Jovi, Def Leppard, Dire Straits, Eagles, Jimi Hendrix, Jimi Hendrix Experience, Scorpions, Skid Row, Steppenwolf, Cream, Bob Dylan, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Stray Cats, older Metallica, older Green Day, Sublime, Steve Vai, System Of A Down, Duran Duran, Quiet Riot, The Foreigners, Motley Crue, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Nine Inch Nails, The Killers, Sex Pistols, Styx, Black Crows, King Crimson, Poison, Alice In Chains, Stone Temple Pilots, Billy Idol, Heart, Janes Addiction, Zelda music, Bob Marley, America, Boston, The Dandy Warhols, The Smiths, Bright Eyes, Flake Music, The Shins
Expertise: MOVIES
Hook, Nightmare Before Christmas, Caveman, The Wall, Jaws, Jaws 2, Ferris Beulers Day Off, The Song Remains The Same, That Things You Do, The Lion King, Krull, Blues Brothers, Zoolander, Merlin, The Mask, Shanghai Noon, Shanghai Noon 2, Saw, Saw 2, Cool Runnings, Shreck, Shreck 2, Labyrinth, Beetlejuice, Dodgeball, Clue, Clash Of The Titans, Beastmaster, Fieval Goes West, Muppet Treasure Island, Kung Pow, Ice Age, Thumb Wars, Star Wars (4-6 trilogy), Mr. Deeds, Toy Story, Happy Gilmore, Billy Madison, Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory, Grumpy Old Men, Grumpier Old Men, Spaceballs, The Matrix (Trilogy), Monty Python And The Holy Grail, The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion The Witch And The Wardrobe.
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Member Since:
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| I used to be able to live without regrets. I lived with everything that
happened to me and I dealt with any problems that I usually had.
Sometimes I would talk to some people about them just because it
slightly made me feel better, but I would never tell anyone anything
serious in person because it was hard for me.
Now as most of
you know I've just recently been taking anti-depressants for a few
weeks now. I was trying for a couple years to hide in most of my real
emotion and just kinda forget about it but it started to creep up on
me. It was practically hard for me NOT to think of death. So I went to
the doctor and I feel a lot better now. I don't want to die anymore and
life is a bit easier. I'm also hanging out with new friends that aren't
druggies amd I feel real happy around them and it's making everything
better.
But recently I've started to regret almost my whole
teenage life. Ever since I started feeling kinda sad to now. I feel
regret for each and every little thing I did, Big or small. I used to
just be able to blow it off or learn from my mistakes but now I feel
like everything I did wasn't a mistake. It was my own fault and that I
should be punished for each bad thing I did.
I guess I'm being punished right now with shame.
Well whatever it is I'm really trying to turn my life around. I'm
trying to get away from all the drug users and bad things that happen
in this world. But it's really hard since the last year or so I've been
isolating myself to this computer. Listening to mellow music, not
wanting to do anything, not eating very often, and after a while it was
extremely hard for me to sleep.
I'm really sorry everyone.
I guess a time machine can't save me now. | | |
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Name- Al'Tu
Class- Monk
Age- 27
Weight- 160 lbs
Alignment- Lawful, Good
Religion- Buddhist
Clothes- A Brown Robe and Sandals.
Profession- Alchemy
Ability___Mod
Str 12 (+1)
Dex 16 (+3)
Con 14 (+2)
Int 11 (+0)
Wis 12 (+1)
Cha 9 (-1)
Feats- Dodge, Mobility, Animal Affinity.
Bonus Feats- Ki Strike, No Flurry Of Blows
Skills
Class
Balance- 7+3=10
Listen- 7+1=8
Move Silently- 5+3=7
Perform- 7-1=6
Sense Motive- 7+1=8
Spot- 7+1=8
Tumble- 7+3=10
Knowledge (Religion) 4+0=4
Crossclass
Knowledge(Nature)- 3.5+0=3.5
Handle Animal- 3.5-1=2.5
Goals- Reach Enlightenment. Handle every animal known to man.
Additional Information- He was born in a small village off of the far
east coast, Trained in Martial arts since he was 5 1/2 soon after his
father had died in a brutal war. His mother was the Town's Tailor and
made Al'Tu's clothes. Became obsessed with the art and sounds of nature
and wildlife at the age of 13, At the age of 15 he tamed his first
animal, A wild Quarterhorse that he named Jia Huo. He bring Jia Huo on
all his travels, If where he says they don't allow horses he sleeps
outside with the horse. When he was about 16 he became very interested
in Philosophy and his Religion even more. He keeps a small journal that
he writes in daily about his philosophy of things or the things he had
seen that day.
Physical Description- He has Long Thick Black hair tied
up in a pony tail in the back, He is about 5'8" and has deep brown
eyes. He is usually a cheerful man and aclways has a smile on his face,
except in the face of danger he shows an angry face for intimidation
purposes. He has a small tattoo on the upper part of his right arm of
the antonomy symbol, that he attempts to hide at all times.
AND HE HAS A ZEN GARDEN!
btw I'm listening to Heartbreak Hotel live by Elvis Presley.
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| im starting to be able to think more. infact i find myself thinking alot more now. i dont get that. i completely isolate my thoughts into a void and now they are back again. probably just some chemical imbalances here and there. and my emotional shutdown since the begining of this year really changed me. im starting to come back to normal. i was looking up philosophy stuff and started thinking of philosophy of my own. mostly nature types of things cause i like that more then anything. i saw this thing and it was a bunch of philophers and even nonphilosophers answering the question "why did the chicken cross the road?" it was kinda funny it had mr.T. say IF YOU SAW ME COMIN YOUDE BE RUNNIN TOO! it was funny. anyways im not gana be all major about this but im gana write alot of things down in my book i was originally gana use for poetic things. but im out of that phase anyway. well i dont update much since everyones moved to myspace so they dont have to keep reading this crap i write, lol. but ill try and think of stuff to say. | | |
| "Why Don't you like it, I think it's good."
"Cause I didn't draw it, My hands drew it."
"Class is cancelled today."
"Okay."
"I can see how much you care."
"I eat banana's in the wind."
"I don't like it when you listen to my bands."
"I was a landscape in your dreams."
"And all your mountains."
"Were on fire."
"I drew something today."
"Don't eat at my computer."
"Okay."
"Don't forget to put that thing in your eyes."
"I know mom."
"You tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed."
"When the ocean met the sky."
"You missed, You missed."
"When you were calculating tears."
"My head expired."
"Where are your teeth?"
"I can't eat with my teeth in."
"See the car ran over the cat and now its about to run over the dog"
"Don't download music on to my computer."
"Okay."
"I may be here now."
"But I've never left Montreal."
"They say you are what you eat."
"I'm a Spicy Chicken Sandwhich."
"Get bent."
"Well Maybe well get lucky and well both grow old."
"Well I don't know I don't know I don't ever hope so"
"Adu, Adu. Parting is such sweet sorrow." | | |
| nothing specail.
nothing ever specail. | | |
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